I am to much

So I will become less.

Relationships

When I see friends in long term relationships break up, it gives me no hope.

Please

Don't hide the truth with pretty lies,
        

Thanks,

Do you know how much I've changed my life to accomodate you? A lot, you know why? Because you said you love me and I said it back and I ment it. I understand you have your passion but did you ever stop to think I have mine and that I've had to give up time I could spend working on MY PASSION for you? I understand you're stressed but that dosen't give you the right to ignore me. Am I just your sometimes girlfriend, the girl you can text sweet nothings to when its convient? I don't want to be that girl.

And I said what about "Breakfast at Tiffany's?"

So Number two, he got me on a roller coaster (actually three) . Even if it was only a small one. what is next?

College

There are too many majors to choose from, So many colleges, and so little money, not enough Jobs. I don't have enough brains/thats not enough money/I don't want to work with people/ I can't do math well/ I can't draw/ not good enough at writing/ to competative/ not skilled/ so many problems, will I ever know what I'm ment to be?

Never ceases to amaze me

How many different ways I can pick myself apart. Justified in my denial I still feel like the scum of the earth if I can not help. It slowly seeps into my mind infecting my very core and leaving a mass depression in its wake. I wish to have all the answers, but I know that it is impossible.

The future is now

I have a sense of impatience. I am 17 wishing I could skip out on my last year of highschool and go straight to college. I am ready to have my future NOW. There is only so much you can do from a distance and now I have no idea whats left to do, I will finish up the last of my Ferris application tomorrow then all I have left to do is

Time Travel

A seemingly impossible task, that is just within our grasps.

Fair warning

If I have writers block, you better steer clear of my path.

Lake

Theres a lot of memories one can make at a lake. For me it was the fact I got on the Jet ski with him, and didn't panic, this is an abnormal occurence.

The future

The future inevitably replaces the past if you allow yourself the dignity to move on and forget. Sometimes this fact is not easy in the slightest but its a labor I am willing to endure.

I will never know.

I will never know what lies in your unfathomable mind.
 I'll never find what lies in each dark corner of your mentality, and somehow I am okay with not knowing every inch of your personality, while so long before I have been obsessed with knowing everyones, everything. I am okay with us remaining familiar strangers knowing enough but not all to keep everything vivid and intruiging.